~EMO~

sometimes don't know what's going on with me,
in just a day, my mood can be fluctuated.
where's my EQ go?
how come i can control my emotion before but now can't?

i miss the day spend hours just for finish the book i like,
i miss the time having dinner with my family,
i miss my old friends who treated me like their sisters.

i think it's really the time for me to take a rest
i'm so tired
never feel that tired before
feels like losing my direction

i used to guide people to find their ways
but now is my time...
who guide me?
which path i should take?
where i should go?
am i doing the right thing?

lots of lots of question marks...

if GOD really assist, please send me an angel,
guide me to over come all these matters,
pull me out from the darkness and lead me to light...

hope everything will be all right soon...